Just one pic, I'll put the rest up later

This Friday night is pretttyyy boring. I have found that laying on the couch in a certain position brings the most relief and is quite comfortable. Everyone is gone doing their own thing so it is just me although occasionally Jessica pops in and keeps me company.
Tomorrow I am watching baby Aiden. I'm so excited. I get to love on him all day long! Babies seem to have this innocent quality that makes people not feel sad,mad etc etc. I am most looking forward to that. It will be a great day!
On a different and more serious note, my brain has been running on overtime for a few weeks. I have some decisions to make that I'm not sure I have ever had to make and they are very crucial to my future. Where will I go? What will I do? I do not know the answer to that but I am thankful that I know someone who does. I am just going to follow God's direction and believe that things will be okay. Faith is an important thing to have right about now.

Tonight

I will become a member of First Pentecostal Oroville. About 9.5mo ago I walked in the doors of that cute little church and here I am, still alive and ready to go :)
I am grateful that I was able to be pastored by the Krantz' for a whole 9.5 months! I wish I could have said it was for a longer period of time but life is full of uncertainty.
*Sigh

Good News!

I made chocolate chip cookies tonight and instead of one big cookie I had 8 regular sized ones. Pretty cool! Yes, I am proud.

Silence

I forgot how to speak

Central Perk ummm I mean Mug Shots

Breakfast with Aiden

Brazil

I had a dream about Brazil the other night. I decided to do some research on it and then added it to my list of countries I want to visit. They speak Portuguese...hmmm I know some spanish which is similar to Portuguese so I'm already part way there right?

Last night of CDF

Cheryl and I will be saying goodbye to child development 14 tonight. I am so excited! This class has been so interesting and our teacher was awesome. As good as the class was though I am glad it is over. My Tues nights are now free. How exciting!
Want to hear a secret?? I am finding that doing domestic stuff is actually not so bad. I feel like a lady when I do it. I have a lot to learn but I plan on learning from the best(not mentioning any names....Sis K).
That's about it for now

Central Perk:My own "friends"

I have such a wonderful group of friends. Today we met for coffee. We made a deal that every Monday we would meet at this coffee shop to talk and be a support for one another. The Krantz' came over for dinner tonight. Things are going to work out that's all I can really say. Then tonight Kev and I were having a hard time and were both kind of overwelmed with life. We went to Cornucopia and just sat in silence as we ate. Then behold we saw a great sight! Vaughn and Angela came walking right by our table!!! Imagine that! God knew that Kev and I needed an outlet and He brought them right to us. You cannot even know how much better I felt after we talked. All 4 of us made a pact that we are going to always try and pass on what has been taught to us and that we will stay on the high road no matter what life throws at us. Who would have known 9mo ago that I could say something like that?! Not me for sure. On kind of a side note I really do love Pastor,Sis K,Josiah and Jeremiah.

Troubled soul don't lose your heart cause joy and peace He brings and the beauty that's in store outweighs the hurt of life's sting.

Dooms Day is almost here

May 31st-June 1st is almost here. Oh why days do you have to go so fast? Why world do you have to be so unfair? A very good man once told me I'm just going to have to put my big girl skirt on and move forward. There is no more to say because the computer screen is becoming one big blur with my tears.
Signing out
Hollyanna(HP)

Did you know that plain chicken broth is disgusting?

I need

things to make sense. I am someone who needs facts and needs step by step explanations for why things happen. I need to live in an unchanging world. Ha! That will not ever happen. Good thing I serve a great God who comforts me and gives me wisdom when things do not make sense.
Kev and I hung out with Michelle and Joshua tonight .It was quite fun. Someone(s) got punked.Hahahahaa!!! It was great.